Tuesday, December 29, 2015

HOW DID YOU CHANGE SO MUCH?

The glittering eyes that you had once
had lost there stone
The cheerful ways that you had once
have lost there reality
You can't stand the crowd
wanna be alone & out of right
How did you change so much?
in just a matter of months
Does it hurts you over there
or are u feeling a bit lonely

Habit of expressing yourself, you've lost
You don't like a lot of talking but you want it
You keep a lot of shot in your heart
& throw your tears all away
Cause you don't like crying
What happened to you
You were a bird wanted to fly
guess you've just lost your way
Out shown by the glamour
How did you change so much?
in just the distance of thousand miles
Does it hurts you over there
or you feeling a bit torn

You don't try to take a step
or open your heart
You should try to make a move
or start where you are
It's good for you
cause you getting no second chance
You just have to try a bit hard

Oh don't lose yourself
You're the diamond in the jewels
You can't lose yourself
you are the chirpy bird
who loved to have fun
How did you change so much?
in just a matter of months
Does it hurts you over there
or are u feeling a bit lonely

Sunday, December 6, 2015

WASTED

Hollow in my chest filled with chemicals
Liquid running in my veins turned poison
Tongue spilling words in jumble
Life turning to fumbles
Throat burns, eyes hurt
Make up smudge & cloths in dirt

I wanna be WASTED
I don't care how it tasted
It was the bitterest thing
Mind filled with sweet little nothing

Speaking what I feel
Making useless deal
Dancing on the table top
Heart beating with minute hop
Mixed drink I'm lost
Nothing I feel n ice frost

I wanna be WASTED
Didn't care how it tasted
Nothing I feel I love it that way
What I do I can't say

& I blast to the planet
Where blurry is new image
Leaving all the shame behind
I'm running wild

Cloths all misplaced, thought in haze
Hotter I get, my heart turning cold
& alcohol goes my new addictive beverage

I wanna be WASTED
I know how it tasted
Hallucinating mind not debating
Nothing I feel I love it that way
Mind filled with sweet nothings



*** I'm not a drunkard
This is just what I feel about drinking
I haven't even been totally for once in my life