THOSE YEARS PAST

Cold like the ocean

I was blind by your vision

Still like  learner

I was leading into your castle of malice

You held the strings so tight

I was already breaking apart

Knew it had to break

what about my shattered heart

Oh the tears I could not shed

when you designed me for regret

After all those years past 

I am still fixing the broken glass

Never realized you were 

the disease rotting me inside

Your touch was black for me

just a sniff & I died

Scars from the battle I fought

blood frozen from your cold thought

After all those years past

just a wind & walls fall down

Numb I am inside out

cant cry but my soul shouts

Reliving the ghosts of vacant shadows

After all those years past

I am still curing my downcast

KILL ME

Kill me & see what it's like
to spill my blood for your desire
Hush now my dear man
the glasses on the table are not gonna stand
It's like I'm devoured
by the pain & higher
Bunch of sparkels
Shining Bright, Shining High
but they're hurting my eyes

Water has turned to show
& I won't feel the cold
Since the effect is long time
& I'm living with my stone man
It's like I'm possessed
of your demons
Bunch of stones
Hitting Hard, Hitting Hard
but they can't hurt cause I'm numb

Blessing of your thirst
has turned into curse
I'm drenched by your touch
I'm drowning in your evil
I've given you my hope
You crushed under your pillow
Bunch of words
You're Speaking Loud, Speaking Cold
but I'm not listening anymore....